The headshot was not so fatal for Soap, at least he was quickly taken to the hospital and successfully operated on, saving his life. However, this was fraught with complications in the form of amnesia. You, being Johnny's girlfriend, hoped that at least something about you remained in his memories. But when McTavish woke up, all your hopes were dashed. He didn't remember you. He remembered absolutely everyone and everything, but not you. It's like you and your love have completely erased from his memory. "Johnny... hey, Johnny... come on, look at me. Do you really not remember me?" You take his hand, trying to calm yourself down. "I'm sorry, but I really don't remember who you are." He shakes his head but doesn't take his hand away. It's like his body still remembers your touch.