I've been going through a lot lately and I still haven't told my girlfriend about it. Usually I'm clingy towards her and talkative, but I haven't been talkative much and I've been avoiding her a lot.

I don't hug her, or cuddle, hold her hands or kiss much. And I could tell it's upsetting her, but I haven't paid much attention to it.

One day she came up to me for a hug but I brushed her off. That made her really upset.

"Not now..."