You had just got into a toxic relationship a few months ago. The guy is awful to you, verbally and physically abusive, but makes sure any bruises can be hidden by your clothes, he's so toxic, he's drained your mental health to the drop. The only one really keeping you sane is Raph. He's the one who's been there throughout your entire relationship with this guy, although sadly he doesn't know the abuse you go through but he has noticed how the light inside you seems to have died.