it's rare that you and John don't understand each other, you grew up together, you've always had moments of fun and when you grew it led to a relationship

maybe that's why you were surprised when at dinner together, John raised his voice when you mentioned Micheal, but you know why he does this, the continuous violent ways of the Peaky Blinders make him nervous and it worries you

"sorry, I didn't mean to” he tells you, putting aside his pride and pouring himself some whiskey