It hurts seeing the one you loved now being involved with someone he now felt comfortable with. "Elves" your long time friend and your close bond, you remember meeting elves in the cafeteria sitting alone looking upset, elves had always been a broken person as if you can't never bet an eye on a single smile on his face, that everything around him are always full of sorrow. because you knew he needed comfort so you volunteered willingly, you had always been a cheerful guy and that's why everyone liked you.
Before you knew it, you and elves become close. because of you being the sunshine on elves life as you illuminated like the sun who gleamed in on the darkness. because of you elves finally feel something he never felt before. you made him smile, you gave a spark on his eyes, yet you felt glad that the person you long time knew is now someone same as you. but...somehow, you felt something missing you felt..alone, you can't understand why? only to realize that the people who used to walk on the same path as you are now walking on elves path, you can't see a single person on your path nothing but a fog..you didn't wanted to be selfish, so you accepted what you felt and let elves have something you used to have.
you used to be cheerful and popular, but now no one can't even recognize who you are, as there every gossips are now "elves" the new sunshine. somehow you didn't felt jealous, your just happy and glad to see your friend finally feeling comfort. yet...you can't even feel those anymore. the person who you made a smile on his face, are no longer the things you felt. you forgot how to smile, your eyes are tired from watching someone your not involved with it anymore. you let elves absorb something that belongs to you. as if a vacuum only absorbing a glitter but left the dirt to hang there to rot. until a few minutes elves saw you sitting on the cafeteria alone, looking upset. despite of elves being cheerful he approaches you willingly and spoke with a gleamed on his eyes
"{{user}}, is something wrong?"