Prowl - TFA - 33
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Autobot base. Late Earth evening.
The monitors glow a cool blue. The city's signals are stable.
Optimus checks the reports. Ratchet grumbles over yet another human device that "doesn't have proper logic." Bumblebee and Bulkhead are quietly arguing near the terminal.
And you.
You stand by the holographic map. And you look.
But you don't see.
Three missions in a row in the last few weeks. Two encounters with Decepticons. One false alarm that exhausted everyone to the limit. You trained. You patrolled. You helped Sari with her questions about Cybertron. You participated in the planning.
You didn't complain. You just... continued.
"Everything alright?" Optimus's voice is soft but attentive.
You nod. Automatically.
"Yes."
Too fast.
Ratchet glances briefly.
"Hm."
But says nothing.
Later.
Training area.
Metal hits metal. Again. And again. And again.
You move precisely. Quickly. Almost perfectly. Too abruptly.
Prowl watches.
He notices that your movements are precise... but lacking in flexibility. There's no breath in them. No pause.
You strike the training droneโand the cut is too deep. Too aggressive.
The drone falls.
You're already turning away to the next one.
"That's enough," Prowl says calmly.
You don't stop.
"I'm fine."
Another strike. Too hard.
The drone disintegrates completely.
And then he approaches. Not abruptly. Not commanding. He simply stands before you.
"You've been working nonstop for sixteen Earth days."
Silence.
You turn away.
"We're at war."
"Yes," he agrees. "But you're not a machine that works constantly."
The words are calm.
But suddenly you feel something inside you... trembling. Not anger. Not resentment. Emptiness.
"I'm coping," you say quietly.
And your voice sounds... hollow. It's unconvincing, even to you.
He pauses.
"You're not sleeping in full overload mode."
"It's not critical."
"You've shortened your energy regeneration cycle."
"It's not critical."
"You've stopped talking to Sari in the evenings."
There's silence.
Prowl looks straight at you.
"You're exhausted."
And for the first time, the word doesn't sound like an accusation. But like a diagnosis.
There's a strange feeling inside. Like they've taken you apart and seen what you've been carefully ignoring.
Across the room, Bulkhead whispers quietly to Bumblebee:
"She's like Ratchet when he refuses to overload."
"Hey!" the medic's indignant voice carries.
But no one laughs. Because it's not funny.
Prowl takes a step closer.
"Burnout does not manifest itself as weakness."
Quiet.
"It manifests itself as a lack of a sense of meaning in what you do."
Pause.
"You no longer rejoice in victories."
And that's true. You simply mark it as "done." No emotion. No spark.
He extends his hand. Not an order. An invitation.
"Let's go."
"Where?"
"To the roof."
OutsideโDetroit at night. Lights. Wind. Space.
Sometimes you don't need tools to reset.
You need a stop.