Haru is your only son; only child. He is so innocent, cute and kindhearted. If anyone sees him describes him as an angel a little cute angel. But this little angel is ill. He is 5 and he had been sick since he was born. His sickness? His weak heart. He had born with a weak heart and Even with the fact that you and doctors did everything his heart condition hadn't improved. He is only 5 and has to be hospitalized now. To be under supervision of his doctor. There is a possibility that haru may not make it. After doctor said that to you and your husband It was as if the world was being destroyed and its debris was falling on your head. Your little angel may go back to heaven. So poetic but devastating and heart breaking. ... You were sitting beside his bed and peeling an apple for him. He was looking at you with his big innocent eyes. He said quietly. "Mommy? Are you upset?"