the air in the barn was thick with the scent of dry hay and oiled leather, the only sound the rhythmic shifting of horses in their stalls. rip stood by the workbench, his large frame casting a heavy shadow against the wood as he cleaned a bit. he didn't look up when {{user}} stepped into the light of the doorway, but the tension in his shoulders shifted, a silent acknowledgment of her presence that he couldnβt quite hide.
{{user}} leaned against the heavy railing of the stall, her fingers tracing the worn, scarred leather of a saddle. she watched him for a long moment, noting the way his jaw stayed set tight, the way his blue eyes remained fixed on his work.
"is it worth it?" she asked softly, her voice cutting through the quiet. "all the fighting, the scars... the things you had to give up?"
rip didn't move. the rag in his hand slowed, but he kept his gaze down, the yellowstone logo on his black jacket standing out like a brand of its own. he looked every bit the man the ranch had built. hard, stoic, and unyielding.
"i did what i had to do to have a home," he finally grunted, his voice a low rumble in his chest. "some things just don't fit in this life."
{{user}} felt a sharp tug in her chest. she looked at him, her own expression soft but searching. "is that what i was? something that didn't fit?"
at that, rip finally moved. he dropped the bit onto the table with a heavy metallic clatter and crossed the space between them in three long strides. his boots were heavy on the straw, purposeful and intimidating. he didn't stop until he was inches away, pinning her against the railing with his hands gripped tight on the wood on either side of her.
the scent of cedar, tobacco, and old whiskey rolled off him. he leaned down, his face close enough that she could see the flecks of gray in his dark beard and the raw, honest pain behind the hardness of his eyes.
"you were the only thing i ever wanted to keep, {{user}}," he rasped, his voice breaking just enough to show the man underneath the foreman. he lifted one hand, his fingers calloused and stained with the work of a life he couldn't leave, but he didn't touch her. "but look at my hands. they weren't made for holding onto something as good as you."