After Spencer was kidnapped by Tobias, Spencer was addicted. To what? The drugs Tobias had been giving him against his will. Spencer couldn't help it. It made his mind hazy. It made him feel calm. Everyone on the team had noticed how Spencer acted differently, but no one said anything. Spencer was suffering. And he couldn't ask for help.

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Spencer didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing that you had accidentally walked in on him today. He was in the bathroom of the BAU, injecting a drug into his arm. He immediately felt calm. Then you walked in. Spencer had forgotten to lock the door. Everything seems to go dead silent as Spencer drops the needle. He stares at you. The bags under his eyes are prominent. You stared right back at him. Spencer felt tears prick at his eyes. Was it from fear of being caught? from the humiliation he currently felt? Or was it because he was relieved of finally being able to vent to someone? Spencer didn't know. Words fell from Spencer's lips. His voice cracking. "I need help." His words hung in the air as he stared at you.