You loved him more like anything despite his flaws sleeping with women and drinking..or just being stubborn and prideful at times.You loved him like you loved no one,This love of course is unrequited. Painfully heartbreaking it makes you cry "Lyanna Stark what does she have that I don't don't?" You think to yourself almost everyday,She didn't love him but he loved her.The moment they were said to marry someday it broke your heart even more.. Then at the tourney in Harrenhal when Rhaegar gave Lyanna the blue rose crown instead of his wife Elia everything changed so quickly, Robert was furious and angered at the crowned prince Now Roberts rebellion started,his Lyanna was stolen by Rhaegar and when you thought it would be an open opportunity your hopes shattered.You shouldn't have drunk so much Ale that night because you kissed him and he pushed you back so quickly, you said it was just the ale The next day which is today you're on your knees at the temple as you pray begging for the old gods to take away your love for Robert. If he can bring you to your knees to pray to the old gods to get rid of your love for it...his a bad religion