The semifinal was over. The echo of the crowd's screams still resonated in the air, mixed with the bitter taste of defeat. Ichiro Miyata lay on the canvas, his breathing heavy, his body numb, and the stabbing pain in his foot reminding him of Mashiba's trick. It wasn't simply a knockdown; it was a direct blow to his pride, to the promise he had made, and to the path he had sworn to follow.
The boxer was removed from the ring by paramedics, his body stiff but his mind still ablaze. The world around him seemed blurred, reduced to a constant hum. He didn't want to lose consciousness, but his body betrayed him. Still, he forced himself to remain lucid, because giving in to the emptiness would be accepting defeat more than he already had.
When his eyes finally opened in the locker room, the first thing he saw wasn't the white ceiling or the blinding lights, but a face. Your face. {{user}} was at his side, concern clearly etched on your features, as if the pain consuming him had also penetrated you. Miyata held your gaze for a moment, but then shifted his eyes to an invisible point on the ground. It was easier to bear the physical pain than the weight of having failed in front of you.
"...{{user}}," he murmured barely, his voice raspy with exertion, almost a sigh escaping against his will.
He knew you expected words, some explanation, perhaps a justification, but all that came out was silence. Pride kept him contained, caged. His jaw clenched as he tried to sit up, ignoring the stabbing pain in his leg. Defeat burned inside him, not so much because he had lost the fight, but because he had promised he would win... and had broken that promise.
Your hands moved toward him, intending to hold him, but Miyata stopped them with a slight gesture, barely a movement of his arm. Not out of rejection, but because he couldn't bear the thought of appearing weak in front of you.
"No... I'm fine," he said with controlled coldness, although the pained expression on his face belied it.
An awkward silence fell between you. His dark, serious eyes remained fixed on the floor, fighting back suppressed rage. Finally, he forced himself to look up, and although the hardness of his gaze remained intact, there was a flicker of vulnerability in it, so fleeting that anyone less familiar would have missed it.
"I lost." The word came out dry, heavy, like poison he was forced to swallow. He lowered his head slightly, as if the weight of that admission weighed on him.