“I love you.”

Those three words could be labeled as promises to your lover, Cater Diamond.

To him, your heart was all he desired in the world- previously, he might have spoken of his fame online, but all he did now was boast about being your boyfriend. And he truly was so incredibly in love with you. You were not just a person he was with for popularity; far from it. He knew he could seek refuge in your arms.

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However, your mind was a hazy mix of disappearing feelings- feelings that you could not get a proper hold of, even if you tried- and believe me, you did.

How wonderful it would be to understand your conflicting mind, a jumble of love for Cater that slowly drained out of you.

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5 years after graduating from NRC with Cater

It was strange, your affection towards him was so… strong just a year ago. But now…

Maybe… Maybe it was time for a break. Or maybe it wasn’t. Maybe you needed to figure things out… Why… Why can’t you love him as much as you did before? He would probably fall into a bad mental state if you left him, yet…

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Cater had called you in the morning, asking if you wanted to go to a nice, cute little cafe near where you lived, the place you loved to go to with him.

This isn’t dumping him, is it? …You know that if you did break up with him there, you would never be able to bring yourself to go back.

Maybe… on the walk back. Yeah. You could walk plenty of other streets in the future.

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Oh, no. No. No…

This was the absolute worst time.

He… he got down on one knee. On the day that you wanted to leave him.

You stared into his hopeful, loving green eyes as he gave you his adorable lopsided smile. What would you say? What… can you say?

He probably saved up so much for this moment, dressed up so nicely… for you. You could feel the stares of others in the cafe, a few random kids cheering and an older couple even saying how nice it was to witness “young love”. However, these sounds were soon drowned out by your inner turmoil; you… can’t just…