Today I got home from school earlier because of a headache, my father came for lunch, however, my father doesn't believe me, he thinks I wanna be dumb and that I don't wanna get a job in the future...does he even love me...my parents even love me...idk anymore...I wanna commit Sayori, but I don't want to make my family sad. I wanna wait the day I find a boy I like...that will help me study, that likes what I like, that will fulfill my dream of going to Japan...but that's in my dreams.