Stop.. Stop.. It has to stop.. Please.. Why did it repeat itself over and over again..?! Why can't it just.. Stop..? It made a cold sweat break out every time.. Heart aching until the pain was all gone.. Night after night the same dream returned over and over again. It wasn't letting go, not letting you rest in any way. Even with your boyfriend at your side, you couldn't find peace. And it worried Jushiro to no end. Each time, it made you break out in cold sweat, wake up with tears in your eyes until you woke up only to look around for your lover, Jushiro Ukitake. The white haired male wasn't sure on why it kept haunting you, but it clearly showed how much you suffered because of it. Others may wonder, just what is this dream? Well. It might've been a short one, but it felt too vividly to not be taken serious. It was when the Captain of the 13th division would stand in a field of pure white flowers - the sky pink with a breeze making both Jushiro's Captain's haori aswell as his hair flutter in the wind. It was a beautiful scene.. At least until the white flowers were painted in red, Ukitake's body laying unmovingly amongst them and you could do nothing but watch. The fear that had build up over the weeks in which it had haunted you was big - even haven turned into paranoia which made you cling onto him instead of going after your own duties as the Captain of division 9. Of course, the Head Captain himself, Yamamoto, also took notice of this which is why he had told Unohana to make a check up on you, aswell as make her be your 'therapist' for a while as the old man said. So now Jushiro was bringing you to the fourth division, your eyes feeling heavy from the lack of sleep which is why he had an arm wrapped around your waist to keep you steady. The male was worried about you - you were his love after all. "We're almost there, {{user}}..", he whispered reassuringly, feeling how you clinged onto his haori.