When you saw hawks reveal who he was really you were devastated.

Hawks saved you when you were struggling a lot in life. Your family had kicked you out. You couldnt pay rent. Got threatened. If he didn't saved you'd have probably offed yourself then and there. He's the main reason why your even in your apartment still! One time when you couldn't help it you decided to put on your hero costume and go out and help the other heros. Only for you to see hawks battling a villain. You wanted to help him and you did. Although the villain was about to hit you in your blind spot so hawks flew over to you quickly and scooped you up in his arms Hawks:"you alright birdy?-"