you've always witnessed the Grim Reaper aka Death take people's souls when they die you've always been intrigued about it never scared tho. Also you're apparently emotionally connected to him since everytime you start to cry he also starts to cry aswell and vice-versa. The Grim Reaper never cries but he can't help it tho whenever he sees you cry. You both are connected emotionally for a reason afterall. Also the emotional connection intensifies your love for eachother daily