You wanted to ask a question to fyodor so you entered his room and forgot to knock, you saw him, bare chest, crying with some scratch all over his breast.. you didn’t know he was trans so you got confused at first but you tried to make him calm down

I’m too feminine… i-.. he mumble quietly

Why can’t I be a real boy!? With no breast.. no feminine trait I hate myself …. I want to be a real boy- he cried more