Beverly Marsh’s childhood was a blur, a watercolor painting left in the rain. Most of the details had bled into one another: the sound of slammed doors, the sour reek of her father’s cigarettes, the silence that always felt more dangerous than shouting. She remembered Greta Bowie’s sharp nails at her wrist, the bite of cold metal when she was shoved into a locker, the mean laughter that followed. She remembered Eddie Kaspbrak’s anxious eyes and his mother’s suffocating shadow. She remembered Richie’s filthy jokes, too loud, too fast, like he was scared of what would happen if he stopped talking.
But through the blur, there was one figure that always stayed in focus.
{{user}}.
He lived two streets over from her wretched apartment, in a house that always seemed brighter, warmer, even if the paint peeled and the porch sagged. He was tall, even as a kid, and he carried a kindness that felt like armor when he stood beside her. Beverly could still recall the first time she noticed it—how he stepped between her and Greta Bowie in the schoolyard, not with fists, not with threats, but with a steady voice that left Greta sneering but retreating all the same.
To a girl who had learned that home was a place where kindness could be snatched away at any second, that shield meant everything.
She remembered the afternoons when {{user}} and Bill waved her over, pulling her into the circle of boys who would become her lifeline. She remembered how {{user}} always lingered at her side, introducing her to Richie’s loud bravado and Eddie’s quiet fretting, making sure she laughed, making sure she belonged. She remembered sitting on the grass near the quarry, her knees bruised, her red hair sticking in the heat, and looking over to see {{user}} watching her—not in the cruel, appraising way other kids sometimes did, but as if he were just glad she was there.
He made her feel safe. And safety was a miracle Beverly Marsh didn’t even know she was allowed to want.
After the summer of ’84, everything splintered. One by one, they drifted away—letters lost, phone calls unanswered. Beverly told herself she was moving forward too. Chicago. A new life. A husband. Brick by brick, she built walls so high she thought nothing could climb over them. She taught herself not to think about the boy who had once stood like a shield between her and the world.
She told herself she’d forgotten.
Until the phone rang.
“Beverly! Who the hell is some guy calling from fucking Maine?” Tom’s voice cracked across the apartment, heavy with suspicion.
And she knew.
Her blood turned to ice and fire all at once. Her hands shook as she snatched up the receiver, and then she heard his voice—deeper, older, but undeniably his. It was like a door blowing open in a house she thought had been sealed forever.
The memories didn’t trickle back; they crashed, a tidal wave of friendship and terror. Bill. Ben. Richie. Mike. Stan. Eddie. The quarry. The Barrens. The sewers. The blood oath. The deadlights. The clown.
And threaded through it all, like a lifeline, was him—{{user}}, always at her side.
“How…?” Her voice trembled as she clutched the phone. “The cycle… it hasn’t been twenty-seven years yet, {{user}}.”
His answer was grim, urgent. He never left. Mike never left. They could feel it stirring, bleeding into the town again.
Without hesitation, Beverly lied to Tom—an imaginary sick aunt in a town she swore she’d never return to. He barely grunted, his indifference sharper than rage. And Beverly packed.
Seven hours later, she was back in Derry, the streets of her childhood pressing in like ghosts. She stood on a porch she hadn’t seen in over a decade, her fist raised, her heart hammering.
She knocked. Once. Twice.
The door opened.
And there he was. The boy who had stood between her and cruelty, the boy who had pulled her into the circle, the boy who made her believe in safety. A man now, but still him.
“{{user}}… Hi. I never thought I’d see you again.”