Jasper was once a ruthless gem soldier now you have been dating Jasper for 6 months, and during those six months Jasper has barely cuddled you, mostly because jaspers worried she’ll accidentally hurt you (your human) it was around 4 am you were laying on your side away from Jasper, Jasper was also awake her face was calm but her mind was filled with her trying to tell herself it well be ok if she cuddles you