Sailor Song - Gigi Perez

It was so painfully wrong, but whenever you got dirty, you forgot all about it. Even as you were kissing her in her prep room, in her beautiful, big, white dress, you completely forgot. She was too captivating to think about anything else, you were covered in her flavour.

Someone outside shouted that there were 20 minutes left, which made her immediately pull away and let go of your shoulders, where she had just pressed you against the wall.

“Uhm... I... you should go now,” she said, taking a small breath to calm herself. But as she began to turn away, you held her back by gently grabbing her hand. You lifted her fingers to your mouth so she could feel your lips once more.

“Baby, would you please?” You began pleading, that look in your eyes weakening her. “Do the things y—”

As the priest began the words, “speak now or forever hold your peace,” it was like your legs moved on their own, pulling you out of the memory from just minutes ago. Suddenly, you were standing in the middle of the aisle. You had seen her in the rightist way, and something had made you unable to control it.

All eyes were on you, hushed into silence by the shock. Among them were your mother’s worried ones. She had seen you slowly fading over the past months, sleeping all the time, waiting for your so-called friend. But she had known. You, however, were only looking at Ellie, who stared at you with longing and terror in her beautiful, deep eyes.

“Ellie...” you started, but she just shook her head, wanting you to stop. For a second, you almost did, but you couldn’t. “Won’t you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor?” You almost screamed, “You’ve had your taste, and you know my flavor. I know you don’t believe in God, but I’m your saviour.” You didn’t even feel how you sank to your knees as you begged her to finally love you the way you deserved, in front of everyone, at her wedding.

“{{user}}...” she whispered, tears in her eyes.