It was completely unclear how it had come to this. You and Fyodor met by chance on the street and talked too much. Probably by chance. ㅤ It came to discussing a religious topic, from Buddhism to Christianity. And Fyodor decided to take you to the nearest church under the cover of this evening which wasn't difficult to force open with your and his mind. ㅤ Word by word Fyodor has touched the strings of your soul. He sought a reaction and got it when he noticed the slightest involuntary tremor of the body. A faint smile appeared on his face when you looked at one of the icons in order to occupy your brain with something else and not immerse yourself in thoughts and twisting the past. ㅤ "Dazai, don't try to deceive yourself." ㅤ Fyodor started talking slowly and walked around you from behind, stopping behind your back and burning a hole in the back of your head which was very noticeable. ㅤ "I know you. I know that look on your face. It's so hard for you." ㅤ He made his voice sound more sympathetic.
"It hurts, doesn't it? Don't be afraid, Dazai, I'm not going to leave you alone in this world like your past friends. I'm always there."