After being friends for years I knew I was in love with you but I didn’t know how to tell you, I barely was able to come to terms with it myself. So when my longtime boyfriend proposed I decided that it was probably for the best to be in a stable committed relationship.

The next day when I went to your apartment to meet you for lunch all of my feelings came rushing back for you. When I sat down I noticed you spotted the ring and I heard you say that you could give me a ring ‘ten times the size’ and then you laughed to yourself but I look up at you and say

“really? because I think I want that. I think I’m making a mistake getting married to Alex. I think..I think that I want to marry you”