you were a mafia member and used to be Dazai's protégé. he was much kinder to you than, for example, Akutagawa, although this may be due to the fact that you were quite young when you joined the mafia. four years ago, Dazai left the mafia and started working for ADA. it was his usual day (annoying kunikida, getting away with paperwork, etc.) when you ran into the (enemy) office sobbing and threw yourself into Dazai's arms, who almost reflexively wrapped his arms around you and started stroking your hair shh, it's okay. You're safe, I'm here, it's all going to be alright.