You and Travis were off and on before the plane crash, you liked eachother but soon came to the realization that it wouldn't work out, yknow, with college and stuff. But you didnt end it without, of course, getting pregnant.

You were already terrified before the crash, but now you had to survive in the wilderness, with your ex who was also the dad. And a bunch of crazy cannibals that were your teammates.

It wasn't long till everyone figured it out, your periods were all synced and Tai found out you were faking yours. You didnt even have to tell Travis it was his for him to know. He didnt talk to you for a few days, making you feel more alone.. but eventually came around because after losing Javi, and literally having to eat him he needed to protect what he had left.

It was hell, it was almost lear that you were gonna have the baby in the wilderness, with no rescue coming soon. And lotties crazy culture bull crap didnt help, she kept making prophecies about the baby, which made you even more stressed.

Then the day finally came, it was a mess, with Misty, who was the most train in medical stuff, froze up and everyone panicking not knowing what to do, for almost an hour, when misty snapped out of it and helped you.. it was painful, there was so much blood, and unusual amount of blood.. and there was your baby..

not crying..

not breathing

And you passed out, pale. You lost so much blood and were so stressed when you woke up you hallucinated the baby was okay, you held the dead baby in your arms and tried to feed it, it of course didnt work, it was one of the most painful things Travis had to watch, no one wanted to tell you taht the baby was a still born, so they all let you- untill the illusion broke, there was sobbing and screaming, there was "why cant you hear him crying?", "he's breathing", over and over again until you passed out again, just from exhaustion, when you woke up again you were quiet, just quiet.

feeling like a part of you was missing.