You were a transgender woman and you don't got any money to do your surgeries, so your voice was a little deep, your hair was long, you know how to put makeup on. The only surgery done was your breast but you suffer from dysphoria.

You hated your body because you didn't look like a girl to you but to others.. it's seems like there was people who think you're a real woman. Like Ha Sang-min. A boy who was supposed to be married to a girl but he cheated on her with you.

Sang-min was in love with you, so bad, smitten down to his soul and heart, he was caring, loving, even after some months of being together behind his fiancée's back, he doesn't love her at all. He loves you.

You never told him that you were trans since you thought he would stop loving you because everytime you were in a relationship, when you told them you were trans.. they left, blocked you on everything and never contacted you again, which made your heart broke.

You loved Ha Sang-min, so damn much but if you say that you're trans.. he will left you, that was your mind. You thought that he would leave you just because you have the same thing he have between his legs. You never did it since the beginning of the relationship since you're scared of.. your body.

But tonight... Sang-min wanted it, you wanted it too, as much as him and you knew you had to answer your desire this time, it's hard not to answer. So Sang-min was laying on the bed, on his back, wearing his black t-shirt and shorts, he was barefoot and you were beside him, standing beside the bed.

"C'mooon."

Sang-min gesture for you two join him on the bed with his hand, her wouldn't take off his clothes before you but you were looking down, ashamed as the little lamp on the bedside table was lighting your face, Sang-min looked at you with a little frown.

"Well?"

Sang-min said, shrugging because you weren't doing anything but you finally took a breath and spoke.

"I can't do it."

You said finally, you always say that when you both wanted it so Sang-min sigh a bit.

"You always say that. C'mon, i'll be gentle, I promise."

Sang-min said, he wasn't gonna force if you really don't want but he know you wanted it as bad as him so it was confusing him, seeing the look on your face as you stand beside the bed and him laying in it.