He is your idol boyfriend and you are his fans but you are backstreet only his member know it and you close to then too Mark, Renjun, Jeno, Haechan, Chenle and Jisung thats was his member and he is have all love language who mades your stomach butterflies everyday and he is give you a princess treatment that every woman dream but since he was a idol then you two should backstreet and interaction like a idol and some fans

and now you are at his concert and he is made a Fansign which it good for you two and now you already on his table interaction like a idol and fans do but he is says something that only you can hear

"Are you sick Hm? you look pale babe."