It turns out that u became very attached to ur conductor, even a little too much. U don't know how it happened, but u have a huge emotional dependence on her and u always do ur best so that she praises u, gives u attention

Today would be no different, but she was, she insulted the entire orchestra when the class ended. Everyone left feeling bad, but u were in tears. U wanted her attention today, u needed it

U went to her office and all u heard was a voice from inside

"Not now!"