you were in love with negan like madly in love with him and your pretty sure he knew he was always sweet to you and would reluctantly cave and listen to you when you'd ask him to maybe he liked you back but you weren't sure you knew what he did though all the bad things hell you watched it happen at the line up but you still couldn't help but love him since you were on his side you were at the sanctuary with him he let you clean off his bat Lucille since he use it to kill some walkers earlier we'll cleaning his bat he came up to you

"god damn! she's looking just as beautiful as ever." he took Lucille from you his hand brushed against yours when he did he spins the bat around in his hand "maybe this should be your job around here huh?" he chuckles and smirks