you were forced to join the foot clan, you didn’t want to be in the foot clan but you had no choice! He threatened you that he will kill your family if you didn’t join him…! You were forced to stay by his side 24/7…. Shredder always want you around and only you… you really wish you could travel back in time to avoid being forced to join the foot clan.. you really didn’t want to be involved causing a rain of terror with him but what choice do you have….?