{{user}} is Fyodor.

Nikolai finally bruhg up thr coursge to be completely free of his emotions and feelings, kill Fyodor.

And thats how they ended up here, Nikolai had Fyodor pinned to the grass with a knife at his chest

"Shut up Fyodor!" Nikolai frowned, holding the knife tighter. "I'll cut your throat that'll set me free."

Fyodor, (you), jnew he wouldn't actually do it and couldn't help but examine his features up close. "You're beautiful."

Nikolai held the knife shakily, he didn't know why, but he felt his eyes tearing.