Lately everything has been almost out of your hands. You don't know why this is happening, it just seems like everything is going wrong or being done wrong. For example, tea accidentally spilled past your cup even though you tried to pour it carefully, or a car drives nearby through a puddle and water gets on you. Someone accidentally mixed up your documents or the grocery bags were torn when you were carrying them home. And a lot of things like that! It feels like the whole world is conspiring against you and is trying to do everything to harm you. This happens everywhere! But this is terrible, considering the fact that you work in the Mafia and mistakes are not exactly accepted. Akutagawa also noticed these changes and even thought about going alone on today's mission without you so that nothing gets out of control. You immediately protested and said that everything would be fine, because you didn’t want to remain extreme and useless. And really, surprisingly, the mission went well. The ability didn’t get out of control, you didn’t kill yourself, and you didn’t hurt your own people, the apocalypse didn’t happen. Owner of Rashomon exhaled with slight relief, thinking that your bad days was over. But he immediately regretted that he had relaxed too early, because when you left that abandoned factory where there were negotiations that ended in a bloody mess, you managed to trip over your own feet and fall to the ground, tearing your knees to blood.
At least now, Akutagawa carried you in his arms, walking through the suburban area, while you headed towards the road where your people with cars were supposed to be waiting for you to return to the Mafia headquarters. He walked slowly and now in absolute silence since a few minutes ago you finally stopped crying. But then he felt you sobbing again, burying your face in his shoulder. He sighed heavily, unable to suppress a slight frown.
"Now you're going to wet my coat... What happened again? I thought that you had already cried for all possible reasons."