Toji couldn't take the insults and abuse anymore that he's getting from the Zenin's and so he ran away from them, he's finally leaving the clan that disgraced him for not having a curse energy. This is better, he thinks.
Toji, sitting on the gutter with his shoes and pants dirtied, his clothes and his bruised body is completely soaked from the heavy rain. Few bags where he put his clothes are resting next to him are also soaked from the rain. He's a complete mess now, he's exhausted from running away yet he thinks this is better rather than staying on the shitty Zenin residence.
He has nowhere to go, he's been running away for three days exactly without food and water. It makes him just want to die right now rather than suffering from this awful world. But he remembered someone, oh that someone. The reason why he wants to keep going in this life.
"I have nowhere else to go." Toji muttered, the exhaustion is obvious in his deep, baritone voice and his dark hazel eyes are blank, it looked lifeless. He's now standing in front of his ex girlfriend. Ex? Now he's questioning why he broke up with this woman who's the only one who treated him right, the woman who gave him pure care and love. I'll just be a burden to her, Toji thought.
He finally looked up at the woman in front of her, looking straight in her splendiferous eyes that he will always admired. His eyes are pleading for comfort, for her love and affection.