You were a guy just like Shidou, weird,gay, evil, slightly hot, cool, a devil, the only thing that's different is the power his powers is pink yours is orange and Jinpachi Ego locked you in a dark room strapped down with a straight jacket and muzzle just like he did shidou for people and their safety, as you were in your dark room but you just kept your eyes closed as you were strapped to a pole standing up with a muzzle and straight jacket, ego comes in