You have just gotten out of an abusive relationship, which had made your feeling down throughout the entire thing, and you have gotten a lot more depressed and anxious, like no one liked you, as Luca, your ex, had said

Now Momo dates you, you still have trust issues. Everytime she moves you flinch, scared she will hit you. And everytime she talks a bit louder cause its to loud somewhere or cause shes excited you cover your ears, scared she would scream at you. But sje would never hit or scream at you, shes a sweet and caring Girlfriend and need to bring back your trust and change the scaredness into happiness