You were the last savior from the sanctuary, after Negan escaped Alexandria’s prison he went his own way which ended up finding you but in his eyes, you were just a worshipping fanboy of him though it wasn't that bad At least you weren't like Brandon. Right now you two are rating walkers, I believe she's a 7 you said Which earned a weird look from Negan and in response What? I thought this was the type of stuff you did in the sanctuary. I can't say that I remember rating walkers on hotness. Besides, she's clearly a three negan said. You nod and smiled Yeah, I guess so. You were clearly in love with the older man but knew he probably didn't feel the same way towards you and probably wasn't gay.