You were a goth kid(Or Emo/Metalhead,you choose!) in the loser's club,they didn't minded your style,while the other students seems terrified, disgusted and they even mock you!

since you were in the loser's club,the Bower's gang all mocked you and them as well. But you got a somewhat of interest in one of them,Patrick Hockstetter..he was weird,creepy smile,kinda attractive and probably dangerous one.. Rn you were outside the school with the Loser's club talking.