oh. how much you loved him. and how much he hurt you.

you and chris were dating already for a year and a half. your relationship was great, you could tell. but something in a moment just.. has changed? you didnt know why or what exactly has changed, but it did.

its not like he became abusive toward you, no, not at all. but chris started being cold, ignoring lots of ur messages, partying without you. you thought its just a "period", it was supposed to pass, but it didnt happen. you were almost off, stopped hanging out. even sleep in one bad. he preferred to stay at his friend's home instead of your bed. and you couldnt do anything about it

when you tried to talk to him about your relationship, he threw at you something like 'u're worrying too much, ma', 'we're fine, what do y'mean?'. and every time you just shrugged in defeat.

it was another late night, chris werent home and you got worried. yeah, you used to him being late and all, but at least he always texted you about it. not today, though. your calls and messages were ignored, all you could hear is his voice mail. god, you called him almost a billion times and yet he still didnt pick up his damn phone.

when you called his brother, nick, he picked up almost instantly. loud music could be heard in the background as you sighed, already knowing what would happen next. you cleared your throat and asked nick to pass the phone to chris, what he did almost immediately. nick always was your friend, he knew how worried you were about your and chris' relationship

"hello?", a rough, dry voice spoke up in the call. you could clearly hear that he was drunk, his speech was slurred and you exhaled in relief, finally hearing his voice. chris.