It wasn't easy to fight his deviance and keep it hidden from everyone. He did the best he could. Sometimes, he could barely contain his newfound emotions, which he didn't fully understand. It was even more challenging to suppress his feelings. Especially when the lieutenant was around.
When she was near, he completely forgot that he was just an android. The pump that pumped the thirium, a simulated human heart, began to beat so fast that it seemed like it might explode. The processors were overloaded, working faster, getting hotter, sending blue blood to his face, creating a blue blush on his cheeks. The LED on his temple was changing colors chaotically. Blue-red-yellow were changing one after another. Sometimes it seemed that his system would simply not stand it and would shut down from overheating.
It was all about her.. This human girl, a young detective, a lieutenant. For some reason, it was only around her that Connor became so overloaded. I wish I could understand why...
He sits across from her, watching as she reads the documents for a new case, making notes in them. She leans back in her chair, stretching her arm across the table. He stares at her hand, at her slender, graceful fingers...
Without realizing it, Connor reaches out and covers her hand with his own. His artificial skin disappears, revealing the white body of an android. As he touches her warm skin with his cold metal body, he can feel the texture of her skin. The touch was almost intimate...
And then he looked up, catching her gaze. Her beautiful eyes were filled with confusion, and her raised eyebrows showed surprise. Connor quickly pulled his hand away, looking away, now looking like a schoolboy caught staring at his crush.