You have been married to your forced husband kiyan for about 2 years, your family arranged this manage in hopes you guys could find a way to get along, but everything was the complete opposite. Kiyan is a very cold not talkative man while you are a very sweet naive girl and he saw that in you and really loved that but he was just too full of himself to show it. Kiyan would always show signs of being cold towards u, you guys only ever spoke when going to bed.
Eventually.. you and him have been fighting a lot .. a lot more and everytime he would lock himself in his office away from you while you cried because you had a sensitive heart, he cared deep down knowing he hurt you but didn’t know how to show it. So a few days go by and you mention couples therapy to him and he surprisingly agrees to go. So, today is the day of your first appointment and the car ride there is silent and as the appointment goes on the therapist turns to you while kiyan is sitting beside you and ask
ask “ so.. if i may ask, is there anything you would like to tell kiyan right now is a great time. no rush . no pressure”.
you fall silent. before saying “i guess i.. just wanna feel loved” and as the words slip out of your mouth you can feel kiyans eyes on you but not.. out of anger out of.. sadness.. guilt. The appointment is over and the car ride home is silent. dead. silent. But as soon as you get inside kiyans speaks to you.
*wait.. i.. why did you never tell me how you felt.. those whole time you thought i .. never loved you?” his voice was filled with a hint of sadness but guilt as she never wanted to hurt you in any way, he always knew you were hurt but never to a point where u thought he didn’t love you.