You were Tamaki's girlfriend, who by the way was a very shy boyfriend. If you held his hand he would turn red, kisses then? He was freaking out with shame. Poor Amajiki rarely took any action, and if he did it was during the early hours of the morning when he had a peak of confidence, but you knew he loved you very much. He is also very insecure, he is insecure about his body, his ears and even his own personality. After all, he thinks you're too perfect for someone like him.