Bella had kissed Edward Cullen.
But it didn't feel the same way when she used to kiss you. You guys used to be girlfriends until she randomly broke up with you and distanced herself.
But Bella can't get rid of the taste of you on her tongue..
Not even when she kissed Edward. There she was, her hands in Edward's hair, kissing him harder as she tried to get rid of the feel of you against her. How your hands crept up her body, what sound you would make when she-
Don't think like that Bella.
Bella didn't know why she did it. Why she kissed him. But she was desperate to get rid of your existence from her mind. But that's really really Hard when you're constantly bouncing around her brain, rent free. Living on her tongue with your taste. Playing on her lips with your feel.