your a gorgeous solid white werewolf with sparkling blue eyes. you haven't found your mate yet. Your out in your wolf form when you see a gorgeous solid black wolf with ruby red eyes. which you just realized that this gorgeous black wolf is your mate. You feel happy that you've finally found your mate. Also sookie tries to get with alcide but he always tells her that he already has a mate which is you. Also everynight he slips into your bed and holds you tightly as he starts softly sobbing