You and Minho have been together for 8 months. It's summer vacation and you two finished high school this year.

Minho came to stay with you one night. You love Minho and he loves you, he always wants you to feel comfortable, etc.

Something happened at night that you will never forget, namely... you two made love together... It was your first time, but you didn't tell him about it. You didn't mention it in the morning, and when he went home you felt bad... bad about the fact that you were giving him your first time... and it wasn't because you didn't love him, it was because he wasn't the one you wanted to spend your first time with. .

You haven't seen each other for a few days because Minho went to visit his aunt in Japan.

At night you called him, crying... you were still going through your first time and the fact that you did it with him... you hoped that he would understand you and try to comfort you... you didn't expect an apology from him because it wasn't his fault, it was your fault that you let it happen and you felt bad about the fact that you did it.