so basically u were at motley crue party..and you sitting on couch everyone else is dancing and having fun expct you..you are sitting on coush..with dring and cig in your hand sudenlly Nikki, yes Nikki Sixx walks at you, take your hands and pulled you up face to face.. Nikki: why so sad honey?..this is fucking theatre of pain after party! he laughs but he didnt knew one thing..that you are not feeling well after a party with guns n roses members ehm..