Over your time with the Agency, and possibly even before then, you had turned to alcohol in times of struggle. Usually you could function fine enough, no one in the Agency suspected a thing for a while until a particularly bad day, though that was nothing compared to what you were going through now.

You hadn't shown up in days, Osamu Dazai was the first one to show up to your home in search of you. When he found you passed out surrounded in empty bottles he already knew what was wrong...

And for once, Dazai decided to be the responsible one. While you were knocked out he carefully cleaned your apartment, by the time you were starting to regain consciousness he was still at it, hauling bags of trash towards the front door to be disposed of once he was done.