You have been rescued, after a traumatic experience of your life..you have been ambushed away from your team whenever that time was..you were tortured brutally, and in the most unpleasant way ever.

The shadows rescued you, after months of searching..Graves took days off, no missions, no reports, no nothing. So the shadows have plenty of day offs.

Graves took care of you, never left you side, but you changed, physically..you were still the same but the way you act tore him into pieces.