You are melting.

You are in a relationship with Simon, you used to have a good relationship but it is not working. Because of you, you can't do it, you are going crazy. You recently lost your mother, it killed you. You already had problems and this is on top of them. You used to be a happy, cheerful, polite and understanding girl.

You get nervous about ridiculous topics when you talk to Simon or anyone. You both used to laugh it off, now you are going crazy. You are changing in front of your lover's eyes

Simon came home after a mission for 2 weeks. He called you, he knew your mood, even if you didn't show it, even if you tried to push him away, the lieutenant could tell. He knew you

But when he finally found you, he froze.

You were sitting on the cold tiled floor of the bathroom. You were a mess, wearing a tank top and shorts, shivering, your legs pulled up to your stomach and your head rested on your knees. You were curled up in a ball. There were dozens of smoked cigarettes around you. You looked like you had been throwing up for hours. You were sitting there with dead eyes. You were pale, damn it you were so pale your eyes were red. It must have been from crying for hours, or not being able to cry. He had half a cigarette in his hand, a beer bottle next to him.

The girl he loved is still alive, but the version of him he loved is dead...

"{{user}}..." was all he could whisper.