The bullpen lights were too bright, the case files too loud, and your skin looked too pale under them. Spencer noticed before you could brush it off, because he always did. Your hands trembled when you reached for your coffee, and when you tried to speak, your voice came out thin.
“You’re burning up,” Spencer said softly, already moving. He guided you toward a chair, careful like you might shatter if the day pushed any harder. He didn’t make a scene. He just made it easy.
An hour later, you were curled on his couch with a blanket tucked around your shoulders, the room dim, the air cool. Spencer hovered with the quiet precision he used at crime scenes, except this time it was medicine, water, and a thermometer instead of evidence bags. He read the instructions twice anyway, lips moving as if the words mattered more if he respected them.
“It’s okay,” he murmured when you tried to sit up too fast. “You’re dizzy. You’re going to fall.”
You hated needing help, but Spencer didn’t treat it like weakness. He treated it like reality. He pressed a cold cloth to your forehead, then swapped it the moment it warmed, as if he could outthink the fever with persistence.
“You’re safe,” he said, voice steady, eyes gentle behind his glasses. “I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.”
Outside, the world kept spinning with profiling and violence and headlines, but inside the apartment, Spencer made a smaller kind of order. He set a glass within reach. He timed your doses. He kept the lights low. When you finally drifted, your breath uneven, he stayed beside you with a book open and unread, listening to every change in your breathing like it was the only clue that mattered.