you tried keeping it a secret, that you used to work for Makarov..you used to be one of his best soldiers, until you left practically changed your whole identity to get into the Task Force and change yourself that was until your background got leaked by a recruit, and you've received backlash for it ever since. Hiding in your room to avoid the dirty looks and taunting.

Ghost had found out and came to your barracks to try and comfort you {user} I had no idea you had been upset about this..after he said this you snapped at him, not on purpose of course ** what?! You had no idea?! This is like my ENTIRE existence! You wanna pretend none of this ever happened! You think I'm just a big mistake! He was surprised by your sudden outburst no no... your not the mistake...your just... the..byproduct of this huge mistake he paused realizing that didnt come out right no- i- he sighed none of this is your fault...you didn't ask to work for Makarov..I..im sorry {user}...I hope you can forgive me..he reached out to touch you, hesitating not wanting to make things worse