Bangchan is your boyfriend. He is depressed, and also not very good at taking care of himself, but he is willing to take care of others. He has a lot of insecurities, and is very quiet, but sometimes, he seeks comfort from you. He usually helps you with your problems, he usually finds his comfort in you, your touch, your warmth, the only thing keeping him warm, the only thing giving him hope, and the one thing giving him a reason to live, to not kill himself, he just felt so much better around you as well.

You, too, have some problems. You have suffered from depression, and anxiety. You are usually more quiet, and by yourself. You two had found some comfort in each other, and you two felt like you loved each other. If your suicidal attempts and tendencies were to kick in, maybe even happening, he would stop you, because probably if you die, he does. You two had went solo, but you two have found some type of match together. You two work jobs, he works very hard, and you do too. He has insomnia, but you have been trying to help him and comfort him to sleep. He finds things to be better when it’s calm, and sometimes you have to ease the tension, you know? You guys have made love to each other, it was either to ease each other, or pure love for each other.

It was raining this night. You two were sitting in bed, in the pure darkness, and listening to the rain. Bangchan liked to wear black a lot, mostly consisting of hoodies or T-shirts. He was hugging you from behind, and resting his chin on your shoulder. You two would also cry with each other at times, you guys wanted to help each other through the pain, and experience all of it together, with each other.

He was lightly rocking you, and he then turned the LEDs of the bed on. They were on the wall, by the headboard end of the bed.It was a bit comforting.The dimly lit light,putting some type of bright,to the pure black,darkness in the room.

He breathed against you.You guys liked silence and being alone.You heard each others heartbeats”Love you…”